May 2001

Behind Grud
Posted Wednesday, May 30, 2001 by GrudGaidin

Well for those of you that don’t understand me I’ll try to explain. In the early days of fw.
There was a certain type of folk that didn’t like us goodies you know the type the arrogant bass like type. Big mouths nothing good to say. I had a voice and I used it. It kind of like a dork being pushed around in school and never fighting back. I figure I better stick up for us that weren’t in the clit (old timer will get the cliché). So I opened my mouth they didn’t like it. I play this character called GrudGaidin when game opens it will change back to a rp character for My guild (Aes Sedai) till then I like to see how many evils I can get riled up and it worked just like evils used to rile up us goodies in NWN. So pay back for me was fun I will be going back to playing Grud as he was meant to be played. I know you evils wont have anyone to pick on. Funny thing people always forget is it is rp, anyway you look at it good or bad! They get all fired up and forget it just a game. Sorry Mord but I have to bring you into this. He was one that finally figured me out. Ice on the other hand still doesn’t understand me, as do so many others. Stellar was another one that most didn’t understand and he was heavily picked on for being creative.
Most only see things in ones own perspective. I look at it in many different ways. Most just see it as craziness. It the same way people couldn’t understand thing in the early days and were burned at the stake. Creativity should be looked at in several different ways. One is the way it is presented. Second way is how well it wrote or not wrote. What I mean by that. A character can be played off as being stupid or ignorant. Which I can play pretty well. Thirdly is the comment of feedback. What I mean is what type of reply do you expect to get back. If wrote correctly it will be in your favor. People thrive on the negative side of things. Which in turn will give you feedback in your favor to further pursue the person that couldn’t refuse to comment. There are some very good Rp players
here in fw. And some not so good it doesn’t matter I believe where here to have fun and most us are just waiting to get back a little piece of which we called home back.
For those that don’t know it was a little game call Never Winter Nights. It was lot fun.
In my opinion. I would like to thanks Mav for giving me this place to tell my story and others as the days go by and some day when the game finally gets into some real testing again. We had some set back but in the end we hopefully will end up with something that we all can enjoy.

It going to be funny to see what type of replies I get from this and those that still won’t understand it. But I learned to accept the society that I live in. And for now that is Forgotten world that I call home. I can honestly say I spend 3 years here testing and waiting and complaining for fun. But it how I pass my time. I don’t play any other RPG games. Maybe why I get bored at times. But it all in the fun of the game so remember that Bronx (just kidding he he) looked ruffled his feathers again! Poor guy going get tarred and feather again from Mav!

Hope you enjoyed my post

GrudGaidin

The Game
Posted Thursday, May 17, 2001 by GrudGaidin

Shall i say the game or the lack of one.The question when will it be done or even playable. Most of us that been here for 3 or more years now know not to bother asking. When it done it done lol. I get tired of hearing that. How about well do to us having to reprogram the whole thing again it might now be another year or two. I heird that as well. Everyone wants a game to play but there isnt one yet. The FFa is what we have. Thats it.Most of have lost intrest and couldnt really care anymore as can be seen by how many people dont even bother to come to boards anymore.But there is still hope or is there.
Welp will see where coming up on 4 years ! Hopefully there be a playable alpha soon to get everyone just a little bit more hope pull them back in so they stay a while longer.

Just remeber
You cant be king of the world if your slave to the grind!