Letters to, and about, our Dear Sister Jacella...
Heaven's Newest Angel
 

Posted by Felena Laorte on 2/5/2000, 10:08 pm
 

        Greetings all....
        It is with the greatest of sadness that I write this letter.

        Our dear sister Jacella, knight, friend, my former squire....has passed
        away. I will always remember the times we shared together... the rp's
        we did both in Panterra and on other boards... my heart is heavy this
        day.

        May the Lord keep each and every one of you in his hands...
        Felena/Camille

Posted by Drago on 2/8/2000, 11:25 pm , in reply to "Jacella"

I returned today to hear of Jacella's death .. This was very
        unexpected and I loved her dearly. She was my first friend in The
        Realm . ::sniffs:: She gave me her helm to me when we where both
        young .. from there own we where closer friends and no one could
        seprate us. I felt a closeness to her and soon she became my sister. I
        am not a poet nor a writer but what I say is from my heart ... Why did
        she leave us? I dont understand ... but alsa I have to say goodbye to
        the Lady that showed me what it means to become friends ... I only
        wish I could have gotten to meet her in person .. ::sighs:: I wish I
        could talk to her one last time .. tell her how much she ment to me .... I
        bow to you M'lady you where the best thing that happened to me ..
        and brough out the best in me .. and yet I will never see ye again ...
        Thank ye for all ye have done and I will miss ye dearly

        ::bows and kisses her on the cheak:: Be well M'lard until that time we
        meet again ::lays helm beside her:: I give ye back what ye gave me
        along time ago .. and keep what ye have shown me
 

        Lord Drago

        Knight of the Round Table

Posted by Katherine deRoet on 2/9/2000, 3:02 am , in reply to "Jacella"

        with a tightness in her throat and tears in her eyes Katherine mourns
        the loss of one whom she knew not... but who meant so much to the
        family she now belongs to... ::placing her hand on her heart:: 'oh, I
        wish I had pursued her. ::lifting her eyes through the roof and deeply
        into the sky, to a throne, whispers:: thank you all powerful one for
        your promise of eternal peace and rest, where there is no pain or
        sorrow... and our tears are held in beautiful bottles to show us how
        you caught each one with your own hand.

Posted by ErdrickKE on 2/8/2000, 11:31 pm , in reply to "Jacella"

        I rejoice in knowing Josie (Jacella's player) is in the arms of Jesus,
        happier than she has ever been in her whole brief life and no longer
        suffers from the disease and pain her illness was causing. I have had
        many talks with her and know she is indeed in the presence of Jesus
        now.

        I handle this normally well until I read letters like Melazar's. He is
        so very good with words, capable of tearing one's heart out with
        them. It is while reading his letter I looked in my own heart and saw
        a bit of her there and know I will be eternally different because of
        the touch she had on my heart as well. This small revelation that I
        know so well, will always cause me to get a lump in my throat and
        tears to flow freely.

        I am deeply affected by all of you that I know and love. Each one of
        us is an integral part of each other. Jacie will never die. She lives on
        in each one of us.

        Erdrick / Jo

Posted by Giantkiller on 2/8/2000, 5:13 pm , in reply to "Jacella"

        As with everyone who knew Jacella, I was shocked to hear the
        news. To say I was saddened would be an understatement.  After a
        few days, I have come to realize that I am not only saddened at this
        loss, but inspired as well.  Before everyone thinks I have finally gone
        over the deep end, allow me to explain.

        For any one person to choose to play a game while battling such a
        disease as cancer amazes me.  She decided life was far to precious
        to allow it to simply slip by. We should be honored that she chose this
        time to spend will all of us.  This speaks volumes for her dedication
        to not only a game or a guild, but to all of us as individuals.  I did not
        know the player behind Jacella, but her courage and strength in the
        face of life itself has inspired me.  We should all learn from this and
        strive for this level ourselves.

        Jacella, you will be greatly missed.  Know that you will never be
        forgotten as your memory will forever live on.  Be well Sister, I know
        that in death you will be forever courageous as you were in life.

        Giantkiller

Posted by Murtano Laorte on 2/6/2000, 12:40 pm , in reply to "Jacella"

        ::Sits with tears in his eyes and cries::

        ::looks toward the heavens::

        Be well my sister, you'll always live in my heart.

Posted by QuiGon on 2/6/2000, 2:03 pm , in reply to "Re: Jacella"

        She will always be with me.
        But I know that she will be in a far better place.

        Take care dear Jacella.

Posted by Tlu Ssinurn on 2/6/2000, 7:36 am , in reply to "Jacella"

        Jacella was dear friend IC and OOC she will be dearly missed. I take
        comfort knowing that her pain is now gone and she is in a happier
        place.
 

Posted by FawnRe on 2/6/2000, 2:51 am , in reply to "Jacella"

        I also remember the many times that I adventured with our Sis
        Jacella. I will miss her and my heart is sad. I know she is in a far
        better place, and this consoles me.

Posted by SilentSong on 2/6/2000, 8:48 pm , in reply to "Re: Jacella"

        :::sits at window in her room and looks out at the stars:::
        ::cries and holds her head in her hands only to look up and smile as
        remembers the joy she brought::::
        "she is in a better place ...I know ...i hadn't thought one could be
        happy and sad at once...happy
        that she is out of pain and in a better place...sad that she is no longer
        with us." i thought
        confused. :::cries softly once more:::